Day 6

So what can I say, Im alittle confused about today's dare.  But I have to write a list for myself. where I can improve.....I think. Well my husband called me back yesterday, I got the 3 things that I do wrong/ annoy him.  1. he doesn;t think I care about him.  2. He doesn't like the head games I play. 3. He doesn't think I can forgive him.  Yes I do all these things.  I have been trying to forgive him. I am working on that one. I have always been hurt in realitionships so its harder for me to open up to someone. So I come off cold, and mean. I need to become better at that.  I push people away so I don't apprear to be hurt. I do play head games cause I think its the only way I can really see if  he really loves me or not. I need to study my scriptures more, I need to make time for that. I need to read  more up lifing books. I want to be a better Mother. Cause really that is one of the most importain things. When I was reading my scriptures today  I had the feeling to pray. I did. I have faith that I am on the right path, I know The Lord can do anything I just have to have Faith.  I need to be a better friend to my husband, A better mother. I need to be more patient with my husband. I can't expect more from my husband then I do myself.  I love him and I just want him back.